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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Kuroshitsuji_|_Black_Butler
  Relationship:
      Sebastian_Michaelis/Ciel_Phantomhive
  Character:
      Ciel_Phantomhive, Sebastian_Michaelis
  Additional Tags:
      Podfic_Available, Podfic_Length:_30-45_Minutes
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-01-25 Words: 5361
****** Still Here (With Podfic) ******
by finnian4ever_(orphan_account)
Summary
     Ciel is shaken up by something after their visit to the Trancy
     Costume Ball, and Sebastian just wants to find out what it is.
Podfic Link:
http://www.mediafire.com/listen/fb1an6kxze158p6/Still_Here.mp3
Sebastian could tell that Ciel had something on his mind. This did not surprise
him after the evening they had just passed. The fight with the Trancy brat's
demon servants and the information about the Trancy's investigating his father
must be wearing on him. While the information had been falsified by Sebastian
himself, he knew that it disturbed the boy. That was not the problem though, he
was sure of it. As he observed Ciel's face across the space of the carriage he
did not think his heavy brow was due to the new targets of his revenge.
His slender body was still shaking slightly beneath his pirate's garb, there
was a very fine sheen of sweat on his face, and Sebastian deduced that his
hands must be chilled by the way he kept flexing and curling his fingers, over
and over. The boy was experiencing terrible aftershock from the entire evening
where he sat, trying to look completely normal. Despite this physical reaction,
Sebastian sensed an emotional state of trauma as well. While there were so many
factors that attributed to his state Sebastian wanted to pinpoint a single
cause to explain both conditions.
If Sebastian had to guess he would think that Ciel was truly shaken by the fear
of almost losing an entire roomful of people that he cared for even though he
wouldn't admit it. While Ciel remained a mystery to him at times, his emotions
were easier to guess now after all this time, as opposed to when they first
met.
"Master? Are you quite alright?" Sebastian asked gently, not wanting to
aggravate the boy too much.
"Hmm…" Ciel replied, still frowning out the window at the dark shapes of the
trees passing by.
"Ah." Sebastian said knowingly, leaning back against the seat.
"'Ah' what?" Ciel asked, never taking his eyes off the dark scenery, "How is it
that you made that sound as if you discovered something, when I didn't even say
a word?"
His tone was almost forcefully bored, as if he truly didn't care. Sebastian
smiled though as he recognized that tone as one Ciel used to cover the emotion
that might creep into his words.
"Well, I just realized that you didn't even try to convince me that you were
perfectly fine, like you normally do, my lord."
Ciel went the extra mile to roll his eyes in order to pretend he couldn't care
less what Sebastian had to say.
"And what's that supposed to mean?"
"That I always know you are not."
Ciel's face fell even further, leaving his bored front behind. They sat in
silence for a good half-mile before it was broken.
"If you know so much…" Ciel began, "Then tell me what you think is wrong with
me."
Sebastian grinned and closed his eyes.
"Do you really want me to list all of the flaws I find in you, young lord?" He
asked cheerfully.
"Oh go to hell," Ciel said wearily, "You know what I meant. Now answer my
question."
Sebastian opened his eyes, but his smile remained.
"As you wish, my lord. You see…I think you are affected by the threat that was
made on your friends' lives. Whether you admit it or not, I think it shook you
to come so close to losing essentially everyone in your life whom you hold
dear."
Ciel listened to him in silence, and that silence stretched out after Sebastian
stopped speaking. Ciel began blinking more often than he normally did, and
Sebastian also noted that his breathing had increased. Only he could pick up on
these subtle changes and know exactly what they meant; he had hit home. No
matter how Ciel protested, he had been exactly right.
Ciel finally spoke, and his voice was extremely soft and controlled.
"You're wrong. It…it wasn't them that…"
Ciel snapped his jaw shut on the sentence, the muscles in his neck working as
if he were trying to swallow down the words he almost spoke.
"Don't tell me that you truly didn't care whether that demoness would kill them
all. Bard, Mayrin, Finny…your fiancé? Did their lives mean that little to you?"
"You misunderstand me…" Ciel said quickly, his eyes finally leaving the window
and glaring seriously straight at Sebastian. "Of course I cared. But I knew I
didn't have to worry because I had you with me. I knew you'd find a way to save
them. Their lives were never in any danger."
Sebastian was slightly confused now. Ciel was telling the truth, he was sure of
it. But then…what was bothering him? What was causing his pain?
"If that is the case, my lord," Sebastian began very slowly, careful to modify
his tone to assure Ciel he was serious and not mocking him as he did sometimes,
"then what frightened you?"
Ciel's breath hitched and his visible eye showed that he was recalling that
fear as if it were right before him.
"Don't lie to me, my lord, and tell me that you weren't frightened. I can sense
it in you. Something, at some point, frightened you enough to leave you shaking
now."
Ciel swallowed, his face transparent like it was on very rare occasions when
his emotions were high enough to break his mask. His breathing increased
noticeably, his chest rising and falling as he held his butler's gaze.
Sebastian leaned forward, and slowly reached out across the space between them
to slip off his eyes patch. He let his hand linger on Ciel's cheek, feeling the
need to touch him. Claude's comments about 'handling' Ciel had set fire in his
veins and he felt he wanted to erase any memory of Claude's hands from the
boy's skin and imprint himself there instead.
"Tell me, my young lord. Tell me what you're feeling."
A silent battle raged between their eyes for a time, bright blue and flaming
red staring into one another until Ciel's began to pool with tears. Sebastian
was almost taken aback. The last time he had seen Ciel's eyes like that
Aberline was lying in a pool of his own blood, dead on the deck of Lau's ship.
Ciel took a great shuddering breath and said,
"When you said you needed to speak with Claude, I knew what you really meant."
Sebastian slipped out of his seat and knelt before the young earl, taking both
of his hands in his own, eager to listen now that he was speaking.
"I knew you two would battle. I was confident that you would win. You never
lose."
Ciel was looking straight into Sebastian's eyes the entire time he spoke, the
sincerity in them touching Sebastian. He seemed almost lost as he spoke, unable
to even recognize what it was that had happened to him.
"Ten minutes, that's what I said right? And I knew you'd be back by then, and
Claude would not. I knew it, Sebastian. My faith in you is all I have to cling
to in this world, it's all I have to guide me to my last steps in accomplishing
my goals."
Ciel licked his lips, blinking a few times as tears welled up from his eyes and
began to trickle out. Sebastian was watching him intently, almost hanging now
on every word. He was beginning to understand, but he needed to hear Ciel
finish what he was trying to say.
"I was waiting for you to come back. I was just sipping my drink, completely
confident that you would return any moment. And then…then…" Ciel gulped,
sniffing a bit before his brow retracted and his lips curled slightly in
disgust. "Then he was there. Claude returned instead, standing right beside
Alois like nothing had happened! Do you know what I thought at that moment,
Sebastian?!"
He didn't wait for an answer as he yanked one of his hands from the demon's and
swiped at his eyes angrily.
"I…I thought you were dead! I thought that bastard had killed you!"
Sebastian's heart constricted. He had not even considered that. Of course, it
all made sense now. For an instant, however brief, Ciel's world had been
shattered by thinking that Sebastian was no longer with him. Did not Sebastian
himself know what that was like?
"In the split second before I realized I was wrong I felt completely lost."
Ciel went on, his voice crumbling the longer he spoke. "I was paralyzed. I
literally couldn't move a muscle even if a gun were aimed right at my head. I
really can't…I can't explain it I just…it was like every fiber of my being had
been….I don't know…shocked at once. As if my very life was going to end."
He stopped talking and began wiping his eyes in earnest, angry with himself for
displaying such emotion. Sebastian reach up and tenderly helped him wipe the
tears from beneath his eyes. Ciel was now looking everywhere but at his butler,
and Sebastian wanted those eyes to stare into his own once more.
"Young master…" He said softly, "I am right here."
Such simple words, and yet they affected Ciel greatly. He let his watery eyes
meet Sebastian's once more, his expression trying to settle itself into one of
indifference, and failing.
"And…and will you stay here?" He asked, the helplessness in his small, broken
voice enough to make Sebastian's own eyes yearn to water.
"Until the very end, my lord." Sebastian answered, and did something he had
wanted to do for years; he drew Ciel's face down toward him and placed a kiss
ever so softly on his lips.
Ciel drew in a quick breath, but before he could say anything the carriage
slowed down, and Sebastian slipped back into his own seat.
"We're back, young master. You should go to bed at once, you've had an
extremely trying day."
Ciel just sat and stared at Sebastian like he couldn't believe what had just
happened. He didn't look angry, simply stunned.
"Se-Sebastian…" He said, as if only wanting to speak his name. The carriage
pulled up in front of the house and Sebastian held open the door for Ciel, who
wordlessly descended and then began climbing the stairs into the manor.
Ciel almost seemed numb as they went through the old, familiar rhythm of
undressing and then dressing him for bed. Finally when Sebastian was sliding
the covers over him Ciel took his hand to stop him.
"Sebastian…you…did something in the carriage that I…I liked…" He said
hesitantly. "Tell me why."
"Are you sure you want me to-"
"You're the one who somehow made me spill my guts about exactly what I was
feeling!" Ciel shot at him, "I think turnabout is fair play, don't you?"
Sebastian smiled.
"In that case, may I sit?"
Ciel nodded and Sebastian sat on the edge of the bed.
"There are a few different reasons why I…kissed you." He said, and Ciel's
cheeks flushed slightly. "I suppose the main reason is because…Claude…"
"Claude? What does he have to do with anything?" Ciel asked, confused.
"It is complicated, young master, but to put it simply, Claude…finds you a bit
fascinating."
Ciel raised an eyebrow, looking amused.
"That golden-eyed spider demon finds me fascinating? Don't be absurd!"
"I never lie, master." Sebastian said with conviction, his expression slightly
annoyed. Ciel shut his mouth and waited for his butler to continue.
"This evening during our battle he expressed his interest in you. By interest I
mean…his desire for you, my lord. I believe you're old enough to understand
what that means."
Ciel's face was confused for a second before understanding dawned on him and
his eyes widened. He leaned upward and off the bed as he began talking quickly,
urgently.
"Sebastian, you won't ever let that devil near me, do you hear? That's an
order!"
"Relax, master," Sebastian said, pleased with Ciel's revulsion. "I will never
let that happen. But that is why I did what I did in the carriage. I wanted to
somehow make my mark on you…show you and Claude that you are…in a sense…mine."
Ciel did relax back onto the mattress, eyes moving back and forth slightly as
he thought hard.
"So you were jealous." He stated, a glow of pride entering his face as he
smiled slyly.
"Yes, master."
"I'm glad to hear that." Ciel said, "I am worthy of being the object of your
jealousy."
Sebastian grinned.
"That's my master, proud to the end." He reached out and touched Ciel's face
just as he had in the carriage, willing to see what Ciel would make of it. The
boy's glow disappeared, and his expression became serious again.
"Sebastian…could you..?" He lifted one slender hand and placed it on the side
of Sebastian's head, threading his fingers through the soft, black hair. He
then tugged slightly, and Sebastian let that hand pull him down into a soft,
exploratory kiss.
"Stay with me," Ciel whispered against his mouth, his slender body shaking
again from head to toe. "Make me believe that you really are here."
"Indeed, my lord." Sebastian replied, and slipped out of his shoes, and his
jacket. Ciel watched him, curious, and then understood as Sebastian removed his
vest as well, and even unbuttoned a few of his shirt buttons. Ciel had never
seen him quite like this.
"Take off the gloves, too." He said quietly, and Sebastian did so. Then he
climbed onto the bed to kneel in the very center of it.
"Come here, master." He said, holding out one bare, black-nailed hand. Ciel
took it and followed its lead to kneel as well, directly in front of his
butler.
Sebastian took his hand and placed it in the very center of his chest. Ciel's
nerves sang as his fingers were pressed between the warm flesh of chest and
hand, feeling the heart beating steadily. Sebastian then took his other hand
and placed it against the side of his face, where he turned his head to kiss
the small palm.
"I am here, master. I am warm and alive, and completely yours."
Ciel's breathing had increased again, and he suddenly moved forward to press
his head against Sebastian's shoulder. Sebastian slid his arms around the boy,
holding him close. Ciel's own arms went around him a bit shakily, unsure of
themselves. His slender hands began running over Sebastian's shoulders and
back, and as they continued to verify that Sebastian was most definitely there
with him, they gained confidence and began to stroke more deliberately.
"My dear master…" Sebastian whispered into his hair, cradling his head and
beginning to kiss his temples and forehead. "I promise that I will never leave
you alone again."
"Again?" Ciel asked, innocently enough. Sebastian quickly saved his slip up by
saying,
"You felt alone when you thought I was dead, did you not?"
Ciel bit his lip and nodded, pressed his face into the side of Sebastian's
neck.
"Well, I will never let you feel that way again."
Sebastian leaned forward so far that Ciel had to slide onto his back, letting
Sebastian lay him down. And then Sebastian was kissing him.
Soft, sweet kisses that made Ciel's heart jump again and again. Sebastian was
running his hands along his shoulders and his sides, sending thrills all
through him. He had not foreseen them doing this, ever, but it felt so
incredibly right at this moment that he couldn't believe he had not thought of
it before.
Having Sebastian with him, so close, and so alive, was also affecting him very
deeply. He had thought he had lost him. He had thought he was alone…
"Hmm…that's…hmmm…nice." Ciel murmured as Sebastian began groping him beneath
his nightshirt, his big hands so warm on his chest and stomach.
"Let me show you more, my lord." Sebastian breathed into his ear, his tongue
darting out to slide along the lobe and then the shell. Ciel gasped, feeling
the sensation shoot straight down into his groin. He was getting hard so fast
his head was almost spinning. And Sebastian had only been so gentle to him…
"Please, Sebastian…" He gasped as the demon latched onto his ear and began to
suck. "Don't stop…"
"Is that an order?"
Sebastian drew back to ask. Ciel frowned slightly at him and then arched
suddenly into his hands as he rubbed his left nipple, crying out.
"Ah, I'll take that as a 'yes'."
Ciel writhed slightly beneath his demon as his nipples were played with, that
hot mouth devouring them one at a time. Those lips were moving, the soft tongue
twirling the tips of his nipples again and again, and pressing against them
constantly.
His nightshirt was hitched up to his neck, and Sebastian was stroking his
stomach and sides, occasionally his hands making it as far down as his hips.
"Uh…ah! Se-Sebastian that's…Oh!" Ciel was incapable of forming a complete
sentence. It was bliss, absolute bliss to be touched by Sebastian.
"I think you are enjoying yourself." Sebastian said with a grin, pulling back
to circle Ciel's very hard nipples with his thumbs. The boy's face was
completely flushed, his expression tussled and wanton, his eyes half-lidded and
burning. Delightful.
Sebastian took hold of the wrinkled folds of the nightshirt and pulled it clean
up and over Ciel's head. Ciel shivered as the fabric slid along his arms. It
felt so erotic to be undressed that way. Sebastian moved in on the newly-bared
flesh of his neck, causing Ciel to jump and chuckled slightly.
"Easy…" He whispered, as Sebastian sucked hard at the flesh just beneath his
ear. Sebastian merely hummed in response and continued to tease the area with
his tongue. Ciel jerked and moaned, finally saying,
"This isn't fair, you know! I-I should touch you too!"
Sebastian pulled back, his eyes glowing with red flame. His grin was unnerving
as he simply sat up, and began unbuttoning his shirt, slowly. Ciel watched, his
breathing quickening as inch after inch of Sebastian's pale, smooth flesh was
revealed. At the last button Sebastian slid the shirt down and off his
shoulders in one fluid motion that made Goosebumps rise on Ciel's body.
Sebastian leaned down close to him again, turning him over quickly so that they
lay on their sides. He propped his head up on one hand and stared down at Ciel.
"Touch me, then, master. I'm right here, after all."
Ciel took in the view of Sebastian's bare chest so close to him. He seemed to
radiate heat. Suddenly timid, Ciel reached out one trembling hand and touched
his shoulder. He traced the muscles gently down to his breast, and avoided his
dark nipples entirely, face blushing, and laid his palm flat on his stomach
instead, feeling the hardness of the muscles there beneath the silky skin. Ciel
licked his lips and leaned his head down to kiss his chest. It was obvious that
he was nervous to touch Sebastian's nipples, and finally Sebastian said,
"Touch everywhere, master, do not be afraid."
"I'm not afraid!" Ciel retorted, glaring up at him.
"You're not touching my nipples."
"Do you want me to?" Ciel asked, stalling, to which Sebastian tilted his head
mischievously and said,
"Perhaps. Why don't you find out?"
Now feeling he had something to prove, Ciel carefully placed both of his thumbs
near Sebastian's nipples, as the demon had done to him, and rubbed them softly.
His touch was very light, and he stared in awe as the dark nubs grew hard
beneath his fingers. He chanced a look at Sebastian's face, although his own
was beat red, and saw that the demon's eyes were nearly closed, his mouth in an
aroused half-smile. It only made the boy heat up even more, and he looked away
quickly. Tentatively, he kissed Sebastian's left nipple, letting his lips wrap
around it firmly again and again.
"Apply a bit of suction, my lord." Sebastian gently instructed him, "Don't
worry, you definitely won't hurt me."
Ciel believed that. It had felt incredible when Sebastian had done this to him.
So he let his tongue join in with his lips, and he sucked a bit. Sebastian gave
a soft sigh, and that was Ciel's motivator to clamp down hard with his mouth,
sucking pleasurably. This time Sebastian groaned, his hands coming to stroke
Ciel's shoulders.
Ciel shivered as those hands trailed down the sensitive skin of his back,
tracing his shoulder blades and spine. He switched to the right nipple, sucking
on it just as he had the left. The harder he sucked, the deeper Sebastian's
fingers would knead into his back. It felt like a wonderful, unspoken treaty of
give and take, and he loved it. He grew bolder as he began to fall into step
with this mysterious, but natural dance. He used his free hand to rub
Sebastian's other nipple, his heart singing when he heard a deep groan. It
reverberated through him, Ciel's lips tingling as the vibration of the sound
touched them.
"Oh, Sebastian…" Ciel pulled back a few inches to murmur. "You're…you're my
everything, you know that?"
Sebastian's voice came to him softly,
"Master…I am touched."
"Not nearly enough." Ciel said, sliding his hands down to Sebastian's trousers.
"You will be much more touched once we get these things off of you."
Despite his brave words, Ciel's hands were shaking a bit as they unbuttoned the
flap on his butler's pants. Sebastian was rock hard, Ciel's fingers brushed
against him through the fabric more than once, and the sight of that bulge was
making his mouth water. Sebastian simply watched him with amusement and arousal
in his gaze, letting out a little sigh at Ciel's incidental touches.
"Help me a little." Ciel said, once the pants were undone. Sebastian obeyed,
lifting his hips and easily sliding off his own pants. Ciel gasped as he stared
down at the apex of Sebastian's legs. He suddenly blushed deep red and jerked
his head up to glare at Sebastian.
"Really? Why on earth aren't you wearing undergarments?!"
Sebastian smiled wickedly and pulled Ciel up for a wild kiss, rolling the boy
over to lay on top of him. Ciel whimpered as Sebastian's bare cock pressed
firmly against his own clothed member. Sebastian's hands were all over him
again, and he felt like he had suddenly been caught back up in a whirlwind as
Sebastian covered him with kisses, groping him again in the manner he had come
to enjoy very quickly.
"Really, now, master," Sebastian said, kissing him wetly between his words,
"What makes you think…that I would follow….all the guidelines…set up by this
rigid era?" He rocked his hips forward, providing a warm friction between them,
rubbing their cocks together.
"Ah! Oh! Do that again…" Ciel moaned, and Sebastian did so. "Ugn! Oh god!
Hmm…that's so good…"
"Yes, master, yes it is…" Sebastian nearly groaned, flipping them once again to
leave Ciel laying flush on top of him. His hands instantly slid down the boy's
slender back to cup his backside. Ciel jumped a bit, his member following suit
against Sebastian's.
"Ah, you like that…" Sebastian purred, squeezing Ciel's backside again in his
large hands.
"Maybe…" Ciel huffed against Sebastian's neck. The demon began massaging the
firm little mounds of Ciel's backside, enjoying how Ciel gasped and squirmed,
adding more delightful accidental pressures on both their cocks. Ciel also
began to kiss Sebastian's neck, sucking as his butler had done to him, and
running his hands up and down the firm, sleek sides.
"Good lad…" Sebastian found himself murmuring against Ciel's lips as the boy
kissed his mouth. He thrust his hips upward, his hard member making direct
contact with Ciel's like a bullet. The boy groaned, thrusting back in a cute,
innocent way that made Sebastian want to throw him down and ravage him right
then and there.
"Please, Sebastian!" Ciel said into his ear, "I need you to…"
"What do you need?" Sebastian asked, rolling them a third time and devouring
Ciel's mouth while thrusting several times in a row. Ciel cried out loudly into
his kiss and tore his mouth away.
"Dear god, just touch me!" Ciel moaned, the desperation in his tone exciting
Sebastian beyond all measure. He literally tore Ciel's thin undergarment aside
and pulled back to gaze down at his naked groin. Ciel was in no mood for
embarrassment or patience. Sebastian had aroused him to a point where he
thought he would go crazy if he was not stroked right then. He rolled his hips,
an almost pitiful whine coming from his throat as his desire made him so hard
he was aching.
"Please…I need you, Sebastian."He groaned, rolling his hips yet again. "I'm
hurting…please…"
"Ah, your need is to the point of pain?" Sebastian asked, in his smoothest,
most devastatingly seductive voice.
"Ah! Ugn, Sebastian!" Ciel could wait no longer, his butler's teasing was not
enough anymore. He reached right down and took himself in hand, stroking
quickly to release enough tension to ease the pain of his hardness. Sebastian
watched him, intrigued at Ciel's open display.
"Oh! Oh! So…good…" Ciel moaned, eyes squinting and face contorting with pained
pleasure.
"Don't spill yourself, yet, master. There are better things you can feel."
Sebastian said quietly, His own desire growing painfully hard at this turn of
events.
"Then make me feel them, Sebastian!" Ciel nearly wailed, and just as he turned
his head to fix both of his eyes on the butler's face, Sebastian knew what
words were coming next, "That's an order!"
Sebastian nodded, placing a hand over Ciel's own to slow his motions.
"Yes, my young lord."
His mind worked rapidly, deciding to go an entirely different route than the
one he had at first anticipated.
"Leave everything to me." He said, and slid two fingers into his mouth, quickly
wetting them to the point where they were dripping. Then, with Ciel's eager
eyes watching him, wide and bright as though he had a fever, he reached down,
and slid them across Ciel's cock.
Ciel threw his head back and let out a high-pitched cry as Sebastian began
coating his cock with his saliva. Finally, the demon moved to straddle him. He
took hold of Ciel's member with one hand, and looked up into Ciel's eyes. The
boy only caught on to what Sebastian was going to do a split second before it
happened. Sebastian lowered his hips, and impaled himself on his master.
"OH GOOOD!" Ciel groaned, eyes going huge in his head and his mouth dropping
open as he felt the unbelievably tight embrace of his faithful servant's body.
It was hot, and felt so very good. This was the absolute opposite of what he
had expected to happen in his bed tonight. But he was a thousand miles from
even thinking about complaining.
"You feel so good…so good, Sebastian…oh god…you feel incredible…"
Ciel panted strings of adoring words until Sebastian reached up and caressed
the side of his face, making him look squarely into his eyes.
"Feel how alive I am, master?" He whispered, kissing Ciel's forehead. Ciel then
looked up at him, and smiled. In all the years he had been with him, Sebastian
had never seen Ciel give a genuine smile. But this one, it was full of love,
and warmth, and…happiness. That was when Sebastian began to move.
He raised and lowered his body, grunting slightly as he instantly adjusted to
Ciel's fairly good size. Ciel wrapped his arms around Sebastian and clung to
him, moaning with every move Sebastian made.
"It's better this way, master." He whispered, and for the fourth time, rolled
them over. Ciel cried out as he was buried deeper by this movement, the weight
of his own body pressing him down into Sebastian's. He leverage himself by
leaning his hands against Sebastian's shoulders.
"Move, my lord. Move as it feels good." Sebastian held Ciel's small arms as the
boy began to thrust, tentatively at first, testing out whether or not he would
actually hurt the demon, and then a bit faster.
His face was priceless; a boy engaging in sexual domination for the first time,
eyebrows knit together, mouth open, full kiss-swollen lips often being bitten
to keep back the cries that could be heard anyway. Yes, Sebastian thought, he
was the most beautiful thing in the world right now.
"Master, that feels very good," Sebastian moaned, "I assure you, I will be fine
if you go faster. I'd actually like it."
With these soft words of encouragement, Ciel let go and began to thrust wildly
into Sebastian, his slender little hips pumping wave after wave of pleasure
through them both.
"Yes, master, oh! That's it…" Sebastian groaned as Ciel's length found his
prostate and began hammering against it. At the age of thirteen, Ciel
Phantomhive was an incredible lover, even during this, his first time.
Sebastian grinned to himself. Ciel was always more adult than his age should
have allowed.
"Oh, god, Sebastian, you're so hot it's like I'm melting right into you!" Ciel
panted, thrusting, stopping, and rolling his hips around a few times before
picking back up his rhythmic thrusting. Sebastian found this endearing, and he
gripped the slender arms as he felt his peak rising. Even without touching his
own cock he was ready to release.
Ciel himself didn't last much longer. He had been hovering on the edge before
Sebastian even initiated this action, and now he was teetering dangerously. At
last his head was flung back and he wailed his completion, thrusting hard as he
spilled over hot into the demon's tight flesh. Sebastian let the feeling wash
over him and then he growled loudly and spurt right there between their bodies.
Ciel collapsed onto Sebastian, his small hips quivering as he gave a few more
weak follow-through thrusts to ride out the pleasure.
"Sebastian…Sebastian…Sebastian…" He gasped, and the demon held him close,
cherishing the feel of his hot, slick body pressed against his own. They lay
there for a while, their bodies eventually cooling. Ciel caught his breath and
tried to move, but only slid right back into place.
"I'm…so…heavy…" Ciel whispered, "Oh, Sebastian…I feel like a rock…a very, very
satisfied rock that nothing can touch."
"Nothing except your butler." Sebastian said softly, cheekily, smoothing the
damp hair away from Ciel's eyes.
"Right…" Ciel answered dreamily. "I never thought…you'd let me do that to you.
Did you…did you like it?"
"Yes, Ciel, I liked it very much."
Ciel stiffened, and managed to find strength in his heavy neck to lift his
head, meeting his butler's smiling eyes.
"You…you just called me Ciel."
"Does this displease you?" Sebastian asked, guessing the answer from Ciel's
expression.
"No…I like it." Ciel admitted softly, laying his head back down. "Call me Ciel
when we're alone like this. Please."
Now it was Sebastian's turn to look down at Ciel questioningly.
"Did you just ask me to do something, rather than ordering me to?" He asked.
"I suppose I did." Ciel answered, "I want you to call me Ciel because it's
special to hear you call me that, not because you are forced to."
Sebastian gently rolled them over so that Ciel was pressed against his side.
The boy chuckled lightly as Sebastian stroked his back.
"What is it, master?" Sebastian asked.
"I was just thinking that I'm going to get dizzy if you keep rolling us over
and over like that."
Sebastian joined Ciel in chuckling.
"I thought it was erotic, sir."
"It was, really, I just think, after the fact, that it was kind of funny."
"If nothing else, Ciel," Ciel hummed on hearing his name, "you are now
unequivocally aware that I am still here, with you."
"Yes," Ciel said, pressing his lips to the demon's chest, directly over the
thumping of his heart, "Always with me…until the end."
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